I'd give up eternity to be damned with you...

Well...I'm back. Everything's final now...Recent news?

 

1. Jen and I don't see each other NEARLY as much anymore. You don't realize how much you really care about someone until you don't get to see them everyday anymore.

 

2. I'm still with Carly. But not for long, as far as she sounded. We started a war, and she seems as though she's going to leave. But I'm not going to stop her. If she doesn't feel the same anymore, there's nothing I can do about that.

 

3. I've grown a lot while I've been gone. Mentally as well as physically. So I won't be as foolish as to burden others with my longings anymore.

 

4. By now, I've probably lost all of my best friends who were unfortunate enough to not know anything that was going on. I'm sorry for that.

 

I'm sorry for being gone for so long. I just needed time to recover myself. I hope everyone can forgive me.

I just discovered that the most disgusting thing that can ever happen to a person is when you find out the hard way that you have to sneeze halfway through the process of throwing up...Blech...@~@ Jen's laptop is going spastic, so I dunno how much longer I'll be able to stay online...Damn the internet...

...I need a bandaid...@~@

*sigh* Going to the movies alone sucks...Jen's leg is...dead...Completely. She can't move it at all. She was around chemicals all day today too, which really didn't help. Timmy's been trying to eat my necklace all day. I'm not exactly in the best of moods, but it's not surprising. It is Wednesday after all...Yesterday was worse though. Freakin Tuesdays...The only enjoyable thing I've done all day has been watching my Shania DVDs. I still can't get AC/DC out of my head...Better than You're Like Coming Home which has been there for the three previous days...*shrug* Eh...Whatever. I wish I could sleep...And not wake up until next Thursday. That'd be nice...

 

 

Every feel of your fingers
Every curl in your hair
Don't wanna miss a minute
Wanna be right in it
Do everything you're doin'
Go everywhere you're goin'
Wanna know you all over
Till I know you by heart
Gotta know you with all that I got
I wanna know you that good
Like no one knows you
Gonna reach way down deep in your mind
I wanna get to know you
Wanna get to know you that good
Gonna know you right through
You know I want to
So badly it hurts all the time
I wanna get to know you
Wanna get to know you
Wanna get to know you that good
Yeah, I wanna know you that good...-Shania Twain

My next layout is so gonna be Shania Twain...I was gonna make it that one picture I have of Carly and Dani, but I figured I'd get hit several times in several places I don't want to think about, so I kinda changed it a bit....Gahh! CAT ON DVDS!! Sorry...moment...Had to save them...Anyways, I talked to Carly today...^-^ It was so good just to hear her voice again...Daniithness is online now, so I'm talking to her of course...It seems a lot earlier than it is. I'm in the mood for pocky...Anyone want some...? This was beyond pointless, but that's alright, 'cause so am I! ^-^